{"id":5,"date":"2016-09-27T04:33:46","date_gmt":"2016-09-27T09:33:46","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.sophiegoldendoodle.com\/blog\/?p=5"},"modified":"2016-09-29T23:07:59","modified_gmt":"2016-09-30T04:07:59","slug":"why-must-i-forget-her","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sophiegoldendoodle.com\/blog\/2016\/09\/27\/why-must-i-forget-her\/","title":{"rendered":"why must I forget her?"},"content":{"rendered":"

Sophie Golden Doodle<\/p>\n

9\/27\/16 4:23 am<\/p>\n

Since she has gone, all I want to do is remember her. Her smell, her touch, her sounds. So strong in my memory initially, begin to fade now. I miss her dearly. The memories bring pain. To stop the pain, must I forget her? what was the point then? 9 years. gone. I still faintly plead, wish that she could come back. Did she really have to go? was it really time? why do I doubt. why am I belaboring? reminders everywhere, but they decrease as I suppress the pain. everywhere. but less each day. why did she have to go so soon? I loved her so much I cant sleep. I babble here instead. trying to make sense of it. what was the point? we grew together over 9 years. some struggles, but mostly good. the last few years, I began to dread her inevitable passing. I shut others down when they brought it up – we don’t talk about that. that cant happen. I cant survive that. it did happen though, and I am still here. without her.<\/p>\n

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